I remember wanting to recreate you, I remember wanting to be you, I remember realizing I am not you, I remember being very sad about me not being you,
I remember noticing you were not around anymore, I remember not hearing your voice telling me to eat up my plate of delicious food, I remember not thinking it was delicious it was fish, not fish sticks, I remember only liking those, I remember I still do,
I remember me telling you you really had no sense of humor, I remember you smiling, I remember being a mean kid ( sometimes),
I remember you being the funniest person I knew, I remember I would die to laugh with you again, I remember I don’t really mean that, I remember that what I mean is I don’t want to die yet,
I remember I want to be with you so bad but not if I then also I have to die, I remember I have to live with your smile wandering around somewhere but close,
I remember I miss you, I remember I miss your touch, I remember I miss your ways,
I remember I want you to be here at my graduation to see how I recreated your tits,
I remember missing my mothers tits.